2003-11-14
sinking
:: modest mouse ::
there is no control today. i feel like everything in me is unraveling, and i do detest the feeling.
i feel angry.. and i am not an angry person. and its not just anger, but almost rage. i don't know where to direct it or what to do with it.
its beginning to unfold, i felt it in my mind today. but, i've known for weeks that its been building up.
im so used to painting everything as a pretty picture, trade in my black paint for pink, so the scene always seems graceful, even when it is not. but now, im seeing it how it really is. and its not so pretty anymore.
lunaadored at 7:37 p.m.