2003-07-29
breathing
:: muse ::
life is funny, and odd, and perfect and painful and unbalanced etc... all at the same time right now.
you can think you have stumbled upon something perfect. not perfect in general, but perfect for you. where things just seem right. for no reason at all, just right.
then, that all falls apart. you don't feel as special as you once did. you feel very disposible, and its very uncomforting and suprising how much that feeling can hurt.
and whats not fair is when your particular feelings don't change. your admiration is only growing stronger for someone or something that just might not want it, or think it is important.
love is a burden. but it is worth it all.
and i'm mumbling... as always.
lunaadored at 4:48 p.m.