2004-04-07
well deserved
:: the clamour and clang of noshville ::
lots of odd hits on my diary today. all from msn looking for "hoochie mammas", "galleries of girls in high-heels", and "boys in tube socks."
intresting eh?
i've been feeling rather worthless these days. i work, sleep, and occasionally clean house or cook a cruddy meal. i'm not getting anything done. i'm stuck in the same place day after day and the routine itself is wearing me down. i want to go back to school, but there's no way i can afford it right now.
the world of money really sucks you in if your'e not careful. i put school to the side in order to take on a full time position, a job which i now despise, and all because they offered me high wages.
its easy to advise someone to quit their job, move, and do something they want to do. but its far from being a simple task. when you have bills, there really is no way out. and its frustrating, i tell you.
but, finally.. something of a better tune. tj is done. done with everything legal. a large majority of his fines are paid off, and he was discharged today. and i can, in all honesty, say that i have never seen a better smile. i've also never been so proud of anyone before.
he says i have some part in all of it. i see it as me being there to help, no more than that. he made the changes, i just gave support to the best of my ability.
f�licitations, tj, tu le m�rites
lunaadored at 12:03 a.m.